My Judge

Will you judge me if I cry

when I see you walk away

after you bid me goodbye?

or will you wipe my tears away

and say " Big boys don't cry!"

Will you judge me if I hold your hand

and plead you to stay a little longer?

Will you judge me if I confessed

that I could never say the things I always wanted to say

only because I feared that your memories would haunt me forever?

Will you judge me if I said

that I wish we had met in a different place as different people?

Will you judge me if I said that the promises we make

will never stand the test of time?

For as time moves on so will we...

Will you judge me if I ask

if we can have a cup of coffee together for one last time?

Will you judge me when I am not there

to wish you farewell?
Not because I don't care,

but because watching you go

will make life seem unfair.